hey.. i started using MySpace... its so much easier than xanga, and doesnt mess up on me like xanga does... soooo

http://www.myspace.com/amber_marie88 there yall go....

p.s. switch to myspace, its so much cooler ;)

thanks yall... and johnwesley, you just reminded me.. i need to call Suray back... i dont know why or how, but i saw your name and rememberd that, lol

i feel... kinda sorta not really just a tiny bit yet still worse... better. Its an odd feeling..

guess what my ever so loving family is doing tommorow

LEAVING ME!!!! tommorow afternoon till sunday afternoon... leaving me... im so loved... *rolls eyes*

i feel like puking...

.... ok im bored, so im tormenting you and doing this.. bwa ha ha ha

[Name] Amber-Marie
[Birthday] September 2
[Age] 17
[Astrological sign] Virgo
[Chinese zodiac sign] .. umm.. polar bear???
[Location] Mobile Alabama
[Sexual Preference] ..... umm i prefer men....
[Marital Status] im not married, but i am promised =D
[Religion] Christian, non-denominational
[Eye color] it changes, right now there black
[Height] 5'9 >_<
[Shoe size] 9. year, got big feet.
[Parents still together] Umm... complicated question... my mom had me in highschool wasnt married to my dad, so technically she was never "together" with him.... but she is still with the guy she married.. so yes AND no
[Siblings] 4, unfortunatly...
[Nieces/Nephews] none yet
[Pets] 1 dog 2 cats and Dustin....oh wait... thats my brother
[In school/graduated] Senior in HS
[What do you drive] lol dont laugh, a 2002 silver kia rio

Favorites:
[Color] Black
[Number] 7
[Animal] Sharpey dog
[Vehicle] Chevy Avalanch, or a Ford F150 4x4 off road.....*drools*
[Flower] daisys
[Scent] Matts scent... >_>
[Drinks] water (pronounced warter) coffee and milk
[Soda] whats a soda? dont know what that is, i DO know what coke is though
[Book] Bible

Do you...
[Color your hair?] heck yea
[Twirl your hair?] yep
[Have tattoo(s)?] Not know, i will in a year though
[Have Piercing's?] Yep
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] Both? haha... i have a boyfriend yes 
[Cheat on tests?] NEVER!!!!! >_>
[drink/smoke?] well with out drinking id die... so yes i drink...
[Like roller coasters?] heck yea
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] yes, especially during hurricanes, i wanna live in Tennesee
[Want more more piercings?] just 2 more in my ears and on ein my nose
[Like cleaning?] dishes
[Write in cursive or print?] print, i done forgot how to write cursive.
[Sweat a lot?] during dance
[Own a web cam?] Nope
[Know how to drive?] sorta, lol
[Diet?] yes
[Own a cell phone?] yes
[Ever get off the damn computer?] yes

Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] nope, almost got 3
[Been in a wreck?] yup
[Been arrested?] almost
[Been in a fist fight?] yup
[Kicked someone?] yup
[Stolen anything?] .... V_V yes
[Held a gun?] yea
[Drank?] Yea
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] No
[Considered a life of crime?] lol.. only when im broke
[Considered being a hooker?] no, but i think some banks think i am, considering that my checks from work all have "Paradise Land Enterprise" written on them....
[Cheated on someone?] no
[Cried over a girl?] Yeaa
[Cried over a boy?] Yeaa
[Lied to someone?] Yeaa
[Been in love?] I am
[Fallen for your best friend?] I did....hes amazing
[Made out with a stranger?] lol, back in my BC days at a party
[Been rejected?] Yep
[Been in lust?] yea
[Used someone?] yea
[Been used?] oh yea
[Been cheated on?] yea.... sad thing is.... the guy cheeted on me with another guy
[Been kissed?] yea
[Experimented with homosexuality?] umm.. no
[Current mood] pukish
[Current taste] pukish
[Current hair] greasy
[Current thing I ought to be doing] .... o.o i dunno
[Current cds in stereo] Chicago
[Current crush] Matt
[Current job] I work at blu rabbits paradise, im not a stripper, belly dancer OR hooker.. its a flippin CHILDRENS PLAY PLACE.....

The last time...
[Last book you read] The Scarlet Letter 
[Last movie you saw] Alice in Wonderland
[Last thing you ate] stupid soup
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Matt

Do you...
[Do drugs?] Legal ones.
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] Yes
[Play an instrument?] no
[Believe there is life on other planets?] *shrugs* i dont care
[Remember your first love?] Michael... K5... under the tire swing =D
[Still love him/her?] heck no
[Read the newspaper?] yea
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] Yea
[Believe in miracles?] yea
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] Yea
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] Sometimes.
[Consider love a mistake?] nope
[Have a favorite candy?] reeses
[Believe in astrology?] No
[Believe in magic?] No
[Believe in God?] Yes.
[Do well in school?] depends
[Go to or plan to go to college] yea i guess
[Wear hats?] sometimes
[Hate yourself?] there are times
[Have a secret crush?] i did when i was 12 o_O
[Do they know yet?] no cuz i dont have one
[Collect anything?] car parts >_> and street stuff.. only two are stolen....
[Have a best friend?] yea
[Close friends?] Yea
[Like your handwriting?] I loathe it.
[Care about looks?] honestly... yes.. i hate mine sometimes.. i really do... *bleck* then there are a few times when i feel pretty i guess

Love life
[First crush] Peter Pan >_> 
[First kiss] michael under the tire swing, K5 
[single or attached?] attatched
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] no
[Do you believe in "the one?"] yea.
[Describe your ideal significant other] Christian, plans his life, loves me for who i am, my best friend, believes in prayer and miracles, believes in me... 
[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] *leaves no comment here*
[Are you a tease?] no that i know of
[Shy to make the first move?] not really... 

Are you a...
[Wuss] no
[Druggy] No.
[Daydreamer] heck yes i am
[Freak] probably
[Dork] probably
[Brat] only if i dont like you
[Sarcastic] yea
[Shy] no
[Talkative] depends on if i like you or not
[Flirty] I am with matt...

well today sucked...

got ink over just about every single pair of clothing that i own, THANKS to my dear brother whom i want to throw knives at right now, i worked long hours, had to break up a fight because little kids were kicking a down syndrom kid and making him bleed....got jipped on my pay check, couldnt go to matts.. hydroplaned my car... and, well.. today just sucked lets leave it at that

but i did by allot of stress relief stuff for my face, it felt good...

my toes are peeling o_O

hopefully tommorow will be better

john.. i may take you up on that email offer tonight =P

edit-

hey i have a prayer request, this probably seems kinda petty compared to all this hurricane stuff... but i have a doctors appointment this next wednesday, and im kinda of scared. I need to have my heart and im finally getting my knees checked out. My knees have gotten so bad i can barely walk, i practically have to crawl up stairs. And im having trouble with my heart, for no reason it will race and beat like crazy, litteral pounding in my chest, it is sooo painful, and sometimes it feels like my heart just stops, and it takes my breath away....im just scared of what the doctors gunna say...so, if yall could pray for me... thatb great.. thanks

im getting burnt out on life... not sure why, imnot like depressed or anything, just majorly tired... so much going on.. im starting to feel a LOT of peer pressure again from work, and its hard for me to stand up against it, i was invited to go clubbing, but.. i said no. But it was hard... because, its not that i wanted too... it was just hard because, thats the kind of person i am.. i never say no, i hate that about myself.. i realy do... i just CANT say no. and when i do i wanna cry.. *sigh*

ive got a lot of work to do... lots and lots... im gunna stay up all night doing school work so that tommorow after work i can go strait to matts house.. =)... one of the only Joys in my life... matt...i love him..

bye yall